I have this huge fear of failing. Its like when I do things at the time, it feels like I’m putting my all into it, but when I look back afterwards, I feel like I could have done better. I feel so eager to do well because I dont want to disappoint my parents. I really don’t. But I feel like what I’m doing or how I’m doing isn’t good enough. Idk when I started hating school, but it hasn’t been the smoothest lately. I just know that if I get accepted into a nursing school, I swear that I wont take it for granted&I’d work so hard and be grateful everyday for it. I want to make my parents proud. I want to be done with school. NO MORE FUCKING AROUND!
